dude I completly get what you're feeling...
This is kinda lost on anyone who hasn't played ragnarok online but I know the pain pretty much that you felt while making this. I used to be addicted to that game too but I realised that becuase of the way the game plays you don't have to socialise and because of that a lot of people don't unless they want something.
This makes good friends on there VERY hard to come by and the training very depressing on your own which is about 70% of the game at the very least. Personally I started playing a again at the start of this year... but as I did it slowely occured to me that no-one I had known in the past would be playing any more and so I quit again after barely a month!
dunno about anyone else but since I started playing online I've learnt it can be like an alternative reality and that even gaming has a darkside... anyways all the best with future flash movies and on the gaming scene too dude...